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Welcome to Raining Inside A little digital hideaway where art meets thought meets whatever-the-hell-I’m-feeling-today

Hey, I’m Raining, or sometimes Raining Inside and maybe sometimes my actual name Matthew. I create digital art that explores those in-between spaces: dissociation, identity, existential BS, all those fun weird liminal feelings that don’t have proper names.

I’m built different. Specifically, I’m Audhd so I ramble and cuss and worry that people don’t like me, my mind is constantly spewing thoughts and intensity. Maybe I’ll post about it. Maybe not.

Truth be told, I am constantly seeking money, and like that one weird billionaire I’m constantly chasing youth. I feel like a loser. For a while I was on SSI. I felt like a loser then too. I went through a shit ton of therapy… that actually made things worse. And now I’m over sharing here. Isn’t that nice.

Some money making side quests I’ve been on – multiple POD shops (Print-on-Demand), I created an Adobe Stock portfolio. I started up a few YouTube channels, one where I showed my amazing UberEats/Mystery Visits driving skills, one where I just rambled and talked to quietly in some weird version of ASMR that became, you guessed it, me overharing.

I’m even odd for an artist, in that, I genuinely don’t care and don’t freak out about generative AI. It can’t take a job you never got haha. But seriously, AI just isn’t a burden to my dumb artist brain. I created before AI, I will create after AI.

This site doesn’t have a single purpose—portfolio, journal, whatever. Take a look around.